LALALA

2007-12-26T01:54:00.000-08:00

psst, jannah this post is like for you lah!
dumb minah who's leaving for canada, and dumping me here in sg ><
ANYHOOOOS, HOODIES! :D

GD - leader

TOP YO! :D

THE TWO OF THEM UBER CUTE RIGHT?! *-*

colourful ne? :D

their wadrobe is like UBER COLOURFUL I TELL YOU!

hmm ok actually i couldnt find most of the stuff i said.
see lah! when i want to show people, its so hard to find pictures ><

i shall show you when i find them next time lah. tsktsk.
oh and a few of their stuff, is from BAPE, 10 deep. ex]:

*you can google the two stores i mentioned, and get the rough idea from there*

ohoh and i want those beanies! SO CUTE LAH!

2007-11-30T10:43:00.000-08:00

i want to go outttttt! )):
grrrrrr.

youtube's my survival pill nowadays. gosh i think i'd go crazy without the internet.

SEE! my oppa is as bored as me.

*i realise the kings picture in the side bar is uber big >< paiseh. too lazy to edit now*

2007-11-14T23:54:00.000-08:00

i am sad. guh its supposed to be a happy post today, cause soo many happy things happened.
BUT something, or rather someone had to spoil it for me.

and now im lost and clueless. and depressed and sad):
gahhs.
i've been trying to run away from the issue, by sleeping of course.
by even that doesnt help, cause i think i've had an overdosage of sleeep.

god doesn't like me once again):

i wish things would be alright.
tsktsk.

2007-11-13T10:10:00.001-08:00

HEEEEEEEE :D

shall update more tomorrow!

2007-10-21T01:31:00.000-07:00

2007-10-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

& that was how the first day of raya was spent.

love(:

2007-10-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

HAHHAHA THAT VAIN POT!

you're birthday's coming(x

2007-10-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

i love the kings.
& i mean it.

2007-09-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

I NEED A HUG, anyone?):

prelim results coming out TOMORROW..
oh god, half of me is curious another half is dreading.
looking at my ~~progress~~ through the years,
i realised i've DECLINED like alot and my intelligence has gone DOWN! =X

anyone has a 30GB brain space to upgrade my pathetic 256mb one))):
i want to buy intelligence pills! graaah!
i feel demoralised at times.
am i this lousy? i hate feeling lousy and not doing well.
im so afraid of not being able to get into a JC.
for the first three months, i seriously have no hope at all.
will i be the odd one out?
a dumb emo teen wandering the streets while other kids go jc)):
RAWRS!

WAKE UP TIME!

anyways positive stuff!
i found a new penpal :D teeheehee.
korean dude. hahah. how fun.

hmm career path. i really want to do socialwork.
dealing and interacting with kids.
BUT oh, i dont know):
i want to marry a rich guy!
amanda can marry adam khoo's son, i'll marry the father! :D

pray for me. god please help me? i've been a pretty good and religious girl.
pity me. bless me. HELP ME):
i have a strong feeling, i'll be digging my grave tomorrow.
AAAAAAH =X

2007-09-21T10:21:00.000-07:00

back to school today.
& the whole day was filled with BORING jc talks.
did i say they were boring??
hmm & im still confused as to my future path.
poly? jc? can i even get to one?!?
omfg im suddenly scared to death about my future.

what if i cant secure a good job?
what if i cant get employed?
what if i dont succeed in life?
OMFG!
someone find me a RICH MAN then!!
i wanna get married and inherit all his money!
then life would be bliss for me, rich taitai(:

we were also officially told of the news.
and only then did it hit me, the fact
the reality that she's gone, forever.

it was a first for me, to see mrs oy so emotional.
it was a first for me, to see eric tan putting up a strong front.
and i guess that was what made me give him that letter.
i still havent regret that decision,
but i PRAY and PRAY HARD that there'll be no confrontation.
god the awkwardness the situation willl be =X

anyways. happy stuff?
said hello to someone(:
someone was looking very <3 today

War does not determine who is right - only who is left.

opening up, sharing, talking helps the process.
talked to my long lost senior.
it's sad. she told me of the card.
'mommy we love you'.
just a simple sentence, and i broke down.

oh well. better now i guess.
off to sleep. its 2.17am now?!?

2007-09-20T03:15:00.000-07:00

& now its time for goodbyes.

HUMANS.
we ought to learn to cherish what we have.
not take things for granted.
its too late to say sorry now?

too many deaths around me.
why oh why.
)x

2007-09-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

People ask why love is so hard to hold onto.

I ask, if you have to hold on hard to your love,
is it really love you're holding onto?

2007-09-10T17:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!

ok blogger timing is so screwed.
its like hmm 7.58 am now.
AND WHAT AM I DOING ONLINE? instead of school?
someone ask me ask me(:

hahah. its nice that geog paper starts later.
woah bliss.(:

anyway back to last minute mugging.
AND MY TUMMY STILL HURTS )X
RAHHHH!
its been like a tsunami inside the whole night.

im so killing myself if it hurts during geog paper.
may the force be with us,cedarians!

2007-09-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY(:
well partly. there are stuff to be ): about..
BUT, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE PEOPLE!(:

"BE POSITIVE" omgomg i just thought of a joke!!
RAHH! but no one to tell):
AAAH im bursting inside to tell my joke!!!
blegh):

oh well. BRIGHT SIDE PEOPLE.
so social studies was OK!(:
whoots. all three topics that i studied for came out.
spoiled for choice lah cann! heh heh.
&& bio was pretty much DO-ABLE.
better than chem lah. tsktsk.

so yeaps. im a happy girl all in all.
hope i dont get cramps whatsoever tmr.
OMG damn maluating cann):
stupid tummy.

LALALA!
im a happy girl because something happen(:
HAHHA!

damn. still have tourism to mug!!!! D:

2007-09-07T08:18:00.000-07:00

two more days && PRELIMS once again.
oh gosh. how am i going to survive through this.

dad's planning to buy me a new phone
&& mom wants to get me new shoes and an adidas watch or something.
dad says its for MOTIVATION.

RAWR! all the more now i feel the pressure.
&& i so dont want to dissapoint them.
oh god. someone save me please.
oh i've been a pretty religious girl now(:
WHOOOOTS! proud of myself.

lighten up the mood. pictures bringing along memories(:

me& jaye with the NJC mascot! ROAR!(X

me & my baobei grandaughter!

mindmap of our shared love; KOIKE TEPPEI!

psst. as a matter of fact, she STOLE him from ME!)x

the three GIRLGUIDES!

taken in sec2?? AHH IM ~~short~~ petite):

the KINGS!(:

love them to bits! & uma though she isnt present.

my sis was so eager to show off her FIRST ever medal.

didnt even bother to change out of her 'EURGH' clothes. heh.

ohwells. thats all for the day i guess.

im still in love with U-KNOW YUNHO!

&& RYO NISHIKIDO! & JOEYYY!.. and somemore eh-hems(X

2007-09-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

I guess I never let you go,because
in the back of my mind, I still believe that
someday we'll get our second chance.

oh wells. memories memories.
why do they always come at the wrong time.
people always tell you to "put the past behind...move on.."
is that even possible?
or am i the exceptional one?
rawrs.
instead of mugging, here i am blogging.
SHOO SYAFIQAH! OUTOUT!
ayeaye. off i go now.
adieu-

food for thought!(:
When the power of love overcomes the love of power,
the world will be at peace.

dont you agree?(:

2007-08-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

31 AUGUST 2007.
rahh i'll never ever ever forget today! XD
IM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL TODAY! YAYE! -but a teeny weeny bit sad):

teachers' day celebrations
WAHSEH! 50laps@cedar was DAMN NICE!
the cedar spirit is coming back once more. WHOOOTS (X
& took LOTSA pictures. YAYE YAYE!

ohoh the best is yet to come.
went to vivo with J.
&& IM IN LOVE!
like seriously IN LOVE!

JOEY JAMES GHAZLAN! <33
ahh. he's like the nicest person ever!
ok ONE of the nicest person EVERRR!
(no one reads my blog anyways.. so i shall hyperventilate)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG!

HE HAS THIS UTTERLY GORGEOUS SMILE
THAT TOTALLY REACHES FROM EAR TO EAR! XD

pictures tell a thousand words eh?
so here goes. two more!(X

hot hot PANAS!

yesyes. NICHOLAS SAPUTRA!
rahh he's hot too!

2007-08-11T03:03:00.001-07:00

i have a new found LOVE(:

isnt he ZOMG HAWT!
you-know yunho(: from DBSK.
&& michelle dear, i still think that changmin is the least hawt one.
seriously! you should change your eyecandy. heh(x

&& this is micky!
he's AHDORABLE with this kind of hairstyle(:

NEVERTHELESS.
i still love ryo nishikido(:
my dearr hawt asou-kun<333

ANYHOOS. the national day break was a waste.
spent it slacking away. bleagh.
ohoh watched MR WORLD.
&& zomg overwhelming HOTNESS!
there was a mr singapore too! some tanned chinese dude.
who is so-so only lahh. arent there better guys?!?

ohoh MR AUSTRIA caught my eyes! (X
he has that floppy boyish look.
stands out cuz the others were the typical hunks.

SEE SEE! dont you agree he's hawtness!(:

LALALALA!-

2007-08-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS!

omg it was a BLAST!

we high-ed till we touched the sky!

esp during the community singing.

hahah jumping up&&down and screaming at the top of our lungs.

BUT I HAVE ONE THING TO COMPLAIN!

i got hit by a SINGAPORE flag.

apparently the girl dropped it from the second floor.

&& after the celebrations, the hall were like littered with flags.

OUR SINGAPORE FLAG OKAYYY! like omg.

where's your respect sia?!? i even saw one girl stepped on a flag. grrr.

enough of irritating juniors.

I HAD A WONDERFUL LUNCH TODAY(:

pammy,yirong,michelle&me shared the fondue pizza thing.

its quite nice luh. though i dont particularly LIKE cheese. heh.

THEN we went SB-SHOPPING(x

hahahs. & after a long tour around singapore,

we FINALLY managed to find a place selling SBs.

the day ended nicely(:

oh & on the way home, people were like STARING at my face.

cuz i had the singapore tattoo. very weird meh?

tsktsk. singaporeans should open up luh.

CEDAR GIRL GUIDES :D

-love!(:

2007-08-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

the day started off badly.
i was ALMOST late, it was back to old timing.
&& so i reached school at 07:19:47
wahseh if i had not run in & was late, i'd have killed myself!

anyway. the rest of the day pass by.
OHOH SHERMIN TOH told this ahlian/ahbeng joke.
OHMYGOD lah. damn funny can.
neh mind neh mind. HAHAHAHA.
HHAHHAHA omgg its damn funny!!!!

went out with pammywammy to buy red shirt.
& in te end bought a plain hangten one.
wah i tell you. she can be dumber lah!
the offer was buy 2 for $5 eac instead of $7 eac.

pammy: ok i'll take the red & blue one.
SMARTme: huh? why buy both??
pammy: need to buy two then for $5 bucks each whhat!
SMARTme: IM BUYING WITH YOU WHAT!
pammy: *SUDDENLY see light. oh yah hor. wah SO SMART!

i was like what the hell!! hahah.
anyway we slacked at heartland mall till 5.
it was nice(: listening to my mp3 and eating sweets.
oh and i love the chinese 'romoe&juliet' story!!
I WANT TO WATCH!! the splot is superr nice lah!

LALALALA.
cant wait for national day celebrations!!
omgomg im like uber excited! (:

2007-08-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY :D

1. i was early to school(:
2. we had pe today(:
3. I BURNED ALOT OF FATS thanks to pe(:
4. i got a letter(:
5. some other stuff happen (X

today's jogging was the FIRST ever that our class was so
.. berkecai(in bits&&pieces).
that shows how tiring PE with mspoon can be.

okayy. my head is headaching.
bleah. i was lucky i didnt faint on the way home.
hurst like hell i couldnt even walk straight.
ohwells.
national day coming soon. && I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO WEAR!
bahhs *bangs head on the wall.

oh && pammywammy promise to high with me :D
we'll jump about and start highing(:

hmm adieus to .. ME! <3

2007-08-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

the day started off with me being EXTRA EARLY!
like seriously uber early. so i sat at the front of my class.
BUT GUESS WHAT! LKC had to spoil it all.
made us all sit in index number. hrmphs):

the class seems extra dead during lessons today.
hahah. thursday blues ah?
mrs lim commented on our lethargic-ness
& mdm lum blew her top as usual.

i so cant wait for the national day break.
one whole week(: shiok sia.
but most probably i'll be forced to mug)):

&& thank you minah for the lovely brownie!(:
you are on the way to be a pro.
though it would be nicer if it was more chocolate-y.
oh yah i forgot. health conscious minah you!
hahahs.

im a happy girl today(:
although i did not see brownie):
and the malay stall didnt sell lontong):
but WHO CARES!
saying im happy MAKES ME HAPPY!(:

2007-07-31T07:28:00.000-07:00

i want to blog about the creepy guy!!!

& when i say creepy i mean CREEPY FREAKY CREEPY!
like seriously. firstly he has face piercings.
its quite cool lah actually. hahah. the eyebrows, mouth ...

ANYWAY we keep making eye contact.
(esp since we are standing directly opposite each other)
&& he like has this weird smile on his face
like he's saying "i know you but you dont know me"
& "i know what you're doing next. heh heh."
super creepy.
AND like NORMAL people would not stare so long right??!
like i would turn away once we make eye contact.
BUT NO! he was damn obvious lah!

thenthen when he alight at farrer park, HE TURNED!
&& since i was eyeing him, eye contact once again.
sick weird smile once again.
then he walked towards the escalator, AND TURN.
eye contact, weird smile. ZOMGG!

thats like the freakiest guy i;ve ever met.
i have a nudging feeling that he may be a rapist. ACK!

I guess that it's typical to cling to memories you'll never

get back again and to sort through old photographs

of a summer long ago or a friend that you used to know.

2007-07-31T07:12:00.001-07:00

i am a girl with mixed emotions.

reasons why im HAPPY today(:
#1: i managed to speedwalk to school thus i wasnt late(:
(although i woke up 20MINUTES LATE ><)
#2: we had rollerblading once again(:
#3: i got a letter today which made my day(:
#4: i bought the CHOCOLATE sundae frm macs(((:
(been desiring for it since ages! ahh finally :D )
#5: ate DURIAN dessert! (my aunt gave one whole container!)
(DURIANS ARE <33 )
#6: && i passed emaths test. LIKE OMGG.

reasons why im unhappy today):
#1: i wasnt at the front of the line during assembly):
(which is a big deal to me cuz it means im UBER EARLY)
#2: our last rollerblading session with the coaches):
(&& not even all were present lah! albert& the macho one MIA)
#3: im getting fatter by day): should start fasting sooooon.
#4: i didnt get to see brownie yet yet yet AGAIN! ,fifth day luh)))))):

reasons why im going crazy
hyper crazy; marlee knows why(: sssssh! hahah.
stress crazy; OMG PRELIMS ARE IN 26 DAYS TIME!

and thus i conclude im a girl with mixed emotions...

2007-07-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

I want you staple-gunned right to my side all of the time;

a picture paints a thousand words right? these two says it all.

how nice it would be
if relationships dont sour.
if friends dont drift away.
if forever IS forever.
but i guess;
happpily ever after happens only in fairytales):

The two hardest things to say in life
are hello for the first time
and goodbye for the last.

2007-07-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

once again brownie was not in sight):
&& so once again today is a bad day):

BUT I WAS EARLY AGAIN!((:
erictan better be proud of me!
without counselling i change liao(x

& i was earlier than jessica shen(: HAH!
we both walked together as usual.
& us being weird twins talked about the desire to fall.
hahah. & so we were planning ways to get bloody knees.
i know! super weird us. but well, it's been ages since i fell.
somehow i want to feel the pain and all again.
heh. i realise i can be sadistic(x

& so monday blues started coming in.
CAN YOU BELIEVE; -
27 days more to PRELIMS.
TWENTY SEVEN DAYS ONLY! ehmagawd!

anyways malay class was damn hilarious XD
highlight of the day. whoots!
simphoni apparently is dyslexic.
she thinks that LIVE and LIFE is the same thing.
and there's such a thing as unmerciful laugh.
she can be funnier lah. hahah.
i simply love malay class cuz our table rawks(:

ohh and im so going to kill uma ridhi swathee! ><
ok let me as a question;
is macbeth or the three witches are in the wrong?
like which ought to be blamed and punished?
OBVIOUSLY MACBETH RIGHT??!??
so me(represented by te witches) got smacked HARD
by PAMELA CHOONG PEI LING instead of uma(macbeth)
how unfair can the world get man? *grumbles):

anyway hope i stay early tomorrow.
&& pretty please pray i meet brownie?
i swear i will talk to him or somehow communicate with him.
MAT & me decided i shall give him a letter the next time i see him(:
hahahah. omgg. im super obsessed. bleagh.
he's damn HAWT! i can't help it right?

and MAT!
you should widen your horizons and not be racist!
chinese/korean/jap guys can be HAWT TOO!
says me(:

2007-07-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

my mom freaking viewed my smses YET AGAIN.

omgg im beyond pissed. im gonna erupt!!!

like how dare she lah. i have my own privacy & rights right?

grrrr. RAWR. ><

on a lighter note, BALA is cleaner now(:

but i think his hair is dropping && his smile is distorted)):

oh no oh no. he's going to be cacat =X

i knew i should have soaked him in milk&honey! heh.

him having his bubble bath(: aint he cute!

just like me(x HAHAH.
lovelove.

2007-07-28T10:13:00.001-07:00

okay OMG. something totally freaky happened!
the doorbell rang & i just figured it was my mom's friend or something.
but NO. the bell rang over & over again.
so i went out to suss things out.
and everyone in my house was like shhhh!
found out that is was some peranakan neighour who lives below me.

&& i tell you. he pressed the bell persistantly like 50 tiimes okay!
bloody hell. how much noise can my siblings make that will affect him?
and anyways it was only close to 9pm. not even late yet.

then he not only pressed the bell. he BLOODY BANGED my door!
like bloody hard till the door move that kind.
wahpiang. was so scared the door would break down.
stupid guy! may you get struck by lightning and choke on your fishballs!

2007-07-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

its the third day that i've not seen brownie):
haiis. today was a definite bad day.
&& boy was i right.

eric tan talked to me again to comfirm some stuff.
AND he noticed i was early. HAH!
prove you i can be early.

anyway, i sat on birdshit.
didnt even realised the stain was there till after Amaths.
sheesh. had to wash it and went for assembly with a wet skirt.

hmm finally found someone who understands me.
dear marlee actually shared the same feeling. hahah.
we are both heartbroken girls with stolen loves.
aaaah! why do i feel so betrayed)):
haiis. im so sad sad sad)):

anyhoos my friends can be jokers at times.

uma: "omg dont make me laugh already lah!
my uterus is falling out already!!!! "
yirong: " my love for you is as high as the mountains,
as deep as the ocean and as much as the grass.
i'll turn into a vegetarian like you! "
hahah. omggg i died laughing at their talk. XD

hmm and dear yirong is still not over the BRATSWURTS thing.
hahaahh. grill it people(:

2007-07-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

i am so coming early tomorrow.
neither of us won the deal.
we ended up in the same train, almost late once again.
hahah. we are hopeless twins lahh.

anyway once again i didnt see brownie)):
sobs sobs)): what telah happen to him!!

anyway SEL presentation was a bit of a flop.
technical glitches and dunoe what shit.
hope someone doesnt mark us down though.

malay class was super funny.
our table were discussing about bras. hahah.
simphoni's fault lah! sick mind! heh.

&& im getting fatter by day.
my appetite has become super big lah!
eeyur. me dont want to be fat)x

oh & im being sent to stupid counselling. rahhs.
i hate you lah! ><

2007-07-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

was back to my old timing once again.
*sighs. cannot must change!
i shall be earlier than jessica shen!
&& she'll have to treat me ice-cream :D

oh and for three days' in a row i've been eating outside.
omgg im going to get FAT. and fatter and then burst! ><

anyway today was pretty fun.
had lunch with pammy,yirong & amira.
omg lah. i dont think i've laughed so much this week.

anyway hope that SEL project goes well tomorrow.
&& that we dont scare off the hongkong people.
adieu(:

2007-07-24T08:19:00.000-07:00

&& we closed our pinkies

promising to remain like this forever.

2007-07-24T07:36:00.001-07:00

today is a very NICE DAY(:
today im a HAPPY GIRL ((:
the reason being; i saw brownie again(:

&& now im suppose to start choosing.
cuz if im early to school, i wont see brownie.
i'll get to see brownie only if im the just-nice early/late.
so howww): i want to see brownie everyday!!!):

hmm OH and yet again he had to bring up the topic.
cant believe he actually clarified regarding the food chain lah.
omgg. i can never face bio related lessons EVER AGAIN.
someone kill me. BLEAHS.

mrs RW reminded us that o's are in 89days time(right?)
omgg. someone seriously kill me aggain.
how can i revise 4years' worth of work in such a short span?!
i know i have to start serious mugging.
start having dates with my TYSes and have no social life.
BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT!
i can sit, open a book, take out my pencil.. BUT cant focus.
my eyes will fly somewhere && my mind will drift away.
sighs. should i hire a full-time alarmclock/motivator/o's alerter?
heh.

why do i only fall in love with those guys in movies?
why cant real life people be like them?
movie guys are so <33
[watching corner with love now. hahah]

Distance means so little, when someone means so much.

2007-07-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

today is the beginning of the 5th week.
and in 5weeks time, it'll be prelims.
piled with prelim papers from all over.
anglican/acsi/cresent/chengcheung/blahblah.
we are being tortured horribly):

anyway pe was okok lah.
but i STINK LIKE HELL!
omgg the equipments are so EWWW.
im going to mummify myself the next session.
so that the stench wont get to my skin(x

i have a sudden craving for STRAWBERRIES!

NICE YUMMY ONES WITH CREAM((:

anyways i'd end off with a dedication. not like the person will see but whatever.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DEAR MINAH!

though i still think you will not accept it and keep going on about me forgetting it. but whatever lah. i sincerely wish you the best and hope your life will turn for the better.

lots of love, your better half.

2007-07-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

me and jess made a pact to come early.
to reach pp mrt at 6.30AM but guess what happen.
we both dillydally and ended up in the same train YET AGAIN.
seriously. how telepathic can one get?? hahahs.

unhappy factors;
#1 didnt get to see brownie guy):
#2 RCD wasnt as exciting as i thought.
#3 not much picture taking):
#4 marli dear is still sick):
#5 can i say i suck?
#6 ate a LOT today so now im fat again):

happy factors;
#1 for once im early today(: (let him check up on me. hrmph)
#2 pamela was being super lame which cheered me up.
#3 ... hmm what else ah?

anyway. to sum up, RCD wasnt as i expected it would be.

2007-07-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHHAT!!!

cedar is 1st runner -up!

first is sports school(like duh)

&&we beat st nics and nanyang!(:

omgg we rawk like so much!!

aaaah. im so happy((:

pontianak girl's school didnt beat us!(x heh.

all the rest can go fly kite(:

2007-07-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

today was marathon day once agaiin.
& voila once agaiin my twin was also late.
we sure are telepathic i tell you!
oh and she almost saw my tannedbrown guy.
BUT she didnt. he got out of the train before she came.):

national track&field championships
i guess i didnt exactly regret going there.
the atmosphere was crazy! all the cheering and spirit.
oh how i love it.
BUT some people had to be unenthu.
ok i shall rant about them. not like anyone reads my blog anyways.

here goes, the sec3s who came right, i tell you super unenthu lah!
then come for whhat?!? sit down there looking so sianned.
wahlau. how are they going to carry on the cedar spirit like that?!
argh. irritates me. went there to take up space only.
enough about them.

something super funny happened there though.
omgg just the thought of it cracks me up like hell.
involves: a few girls, a guy, stupid locked toilets and an unlocked one.
HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA. omg. literally LOL!

went home with mat, eunice and vathany.
and yes nice vathany saved us 45cents. hahah.
instead of taking a bus like normal people, us being crazy
walked to the mrt. not slow-walk but MARATHON-like walk.
hahah. super funny lah. we cut this big group of RJ people.
then passed them and when we were on the train they were still walking!

bleah. now im uber tired. uber tired and just tired. with sore throat.
i shall be off to sleep early today(:

2007-07-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

it's another summer thunderstorm,

and she's dancing in the rain..

trying to wash the pain away.

2007-07-14T10:16:00.001-07:00

"are we going to be friends forever?" asked piglet.

"even longer" said pooh.

2007-07-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

im giving my mom the cold shoulder.
she asked for it, doing the things she did.
fancy snooping through my smses.
like omg lah?!? im bloody pissed.

urgh. do i have no privacy at all.
sheesh.

2007-07-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

LIVE EARTH! GO GREEEEN XD
every memory of looking out the back door
i had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
it's hard to say it, time to say it
goodbye, goodbye

tgif- thank god its friday AGAIN(:
reasons to celebrate:
./no jogging(x -heaven was on our side heh.
./i ate NICELY marinated chicken wings today(x
./i was not late today! three minutes before 7.20. HAHAH.
./current reads is LOVELY COMPLEX, third book
./&& otani is making me laugh like crazy.
./im still in love with asou-kun(:
./im a happy girl((:

reasons to ..uh not celebrate:
./im fat. chicken wings are fatty oily stuff):
./i had to do sit&reach just to prove a mix-up):
./eventhough i wasnt late, ET lectured. irritating biaseness.
./i dont get a single thing about relative velocity.
~~./i am all alone.~~
./i had HORRIBLE SUICIDAL stomachache the past two days.
./ which i suspect muct be due to my brother's shephards pie from home ec lesson.
./im not a happy girl..right?

oh. and i still havent found my racial harmony costume.
HOWHOWHOWHOW?):
wear my bathing suit ah?(hahah. everyone will faint.)
or just wear school uniform...
yirong' tailor-made cheongsam sold to karang guni man.
bleh. how crappy can she get, you tell me.
which kind soul has cheongsam to lend me THAT will FIT me?

&& thanks.
thanks for leaving me
when I needed you the most

2007-07-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

back to school. YUCK.

highlights;
rollerblading was ookay. hahah.
ohoh and i TOUCHED him! okay not in that sick sense.
but well there was physical contact.
someone's pretty jealous(: *winks at marli

spa is in two days' time.
and our bio teacher cancelled remedial today.
tell me how im going to get A1?!!?
tell me how im going to pass even.
oh gosh. tough journey ahead.

mdm bibijan was very nice(:
but abit longwinded. heh.
had new insights though.

prettyplease dont burst my bubble.
its my only hope...

strangers we are once again.
no, our bond is worse than that.
strangers smile and acknowledge one another.
do we?
let me answer; we dont.
i always wondered;
were all those memories mere dreams?
illusions and creations of the mind.
or were they lies?
a substitute i was?
whatever misunderstanding. hope it gets cleared.
oh well. final goodbyes.
to you. and us.

the sooner you realize things will never
be the same again, the sooner you move on.

to my dear worse half (if you do see this.)
be strong now, because things will get better.
it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.

2007-07-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

070707.
the number of the year.
our farewell year.

overall it was fab.
well apart from sucky P.A system and un-halal food.
shall post photos up((:

anyway. another highlight was
; we got a ride from mrs. ou-yang.
yes our principal. got a lift to pp mrt.
like ohmygod riight. hahah.

adios amigos(:

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070707 (if you didnt get the picture. heh)

2007-06-23T11:23:00.000-07:00

my eyes are bloody swollen and well, swollen.
and the cause of it?

1 litre of tears;(true story.. it actually happen.)
a jap drama about a girl with an illness.
bleagh. im unable to give a summary here.
just thinking about it makes me .. bleah.

random thoughts:

omfg i bloody hate this character in the show.
he's a bloody jerk lah can! what shit.
if i know a guy like that, i'd personally bash him.
he's a jerk jerk jerk!!
aahhh. finally im able to vent it out.
can you believe that he avoid the girl just cuz she's diabled?!
so insincere and well jerk-ish! >< argh.

anyway, another guy became closer to her.
and he's sweet(: i like him((:
he doesnt mind her condition at all.(unlike that bloody jerk.)

he reminds me of jonathan leong. doesnt he?
i like him i like him((:
kawaii nehs(:

multiple sorry's can get irritating.

damn i have a blocked nose.

2007-06-18T09:38:00.000-07:00

past fact :my blog is dead.

present fact :rises from the dead(:

been sleeping at weird hours resulting in waking up late.

by the way, i fasted today. first time in many months.

and instead of using the extra time to study, i slept.

blegh.

i'm a fat freak now with fats compounded everywhere!

that's the very reason i hate holidays.

you tend to binge && GAIN FREAKIN WEIGHT!!

aaaargh! i need a miracle to get me in shape.

rahhs):

school's reopening in ..ohgod. 3days time!

i am scared. havent been mugging like i should be.

& it's like the whole world is mugging like there's no tomorrow.

ack): my life is ruined.

post is getting wordy. doubt anyone will read anyway.

i shall go into guy mode then. hahahs.

i think kasreeal from that anugerah show is goodlooking.

hahah. but he is totally OVER THE TOP when it was

announced that he wasnt in bottom two.

i mean you could at least show some empathy and support

to the bottom two contestants riight.

so yeah. that bit on him rejoicing was a lil turn off =X

im thinking of that diego guy. starred in dirty dancing2.

omgg the show was so good! (cuz he was in it basically. heh)

he is so HAWT, SEXAYE, and did i mention hawt?

diego luna.

mexican.

my sexy love((:

garycao.

omgg he's voice is supre hawt!

can you imagine waking up every morning hearing his voice?!

ahhh. he can reach that high note most guys cant.

and he does so with such perfection.

gary cao-ge<3

haiis. i still have more to add mind you.

but i shall stop here for today.

too much hyperventilation luh.

afraid i'll faint or explode or something. hahah.

isolophobia.

not sure if its an actual word. HAH.

but no one knows about this. i guess.

oh by the way, this phoebia stuff is kinda cool.

read this book and the protagonist keeps using them.

makes her sound so smart and cheem. haha.

everyone should have at least a phoebia?unless you are god of course.

hmm been thinking about the past.

all those wonderful memories with people who are distant now.

happiness is shortlived, huh.

why cant bloody time just stop at those moments. just FREEZE!

my memory aiint that good as you know.

as time goes by, the memories starts to fade.

and soon, it'll be gone forever. and we'll be

total strangers.

concluding fact :gravity is a myth, the earth sucks.

2007-04-23T01:00:00.000-07:00

a brief rating of the events of today(:

moday blues): - BAD
2.4km run!!!): - BAD
PASSED 2.4 run!!!(: - VERY GOOD
mr. lim's birthdday!(: - NEUTRAL
ate a birthday cake!!!(: - GOOD
got teased horribly): - BAD

WORST OF ALL;
LOST MY NEW-BORN CHICKEN! - VERY VERY UTTERLY BAD!):

i am veryvery upset): my poor poor baby chicken that was only
1 month old(approx) has been kidnapped.
*CRIES OUT LOUD):

anyone who has seen a cute adorable (like me!) lost chicken
please give it back to me. prettyplease.
its kidnapper should be hanged!
):

2007-04-11T19:50:00.000-07:00

ok. another long-awaited post.

wednesday was once again filled with CIP.
i shall post pictures soon! (:
then i can tell you more about the kids.
some are SUPER CUTE.
the kind you know will grow up to be HOT GUYS.
dont tell me i sound like a paedophile cuz im not.
im a nice lovely girl who loves kids(:

ANYWAY.
let me tell you what im doing now.
cuz i know you want to know(:
*drumroll please.
im at the COM LAB! hahahs.
and the 3 of us GREAT ME WITH IDIOT&WORM
are like spamming yirong's blog.
cuz apparently she is in selfdenial.

as quoted by yiirong THE WORM;
"YEAH!!!we got 2nd in novelty race.
YEAH!!!i think i excel in sports(="

HAHAHAHAH. child prodigy huh?

2007-04-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

two more days then its GOOD FRIDAY!
three days of rest = BLISS(:

screwed up chemisrty spa. blegh.
i suck at chem cann.

OHOH. my recess today was YUMMY!
yirong was drooling over it. haha.
fillet fish sandwich. in those kind of hotdog bun.
BUT i forgot to bring my banana):

i think the kings rawk lah. especially TKOB(((:
haha. i cant wait for prom man.
let's book a chalet or something. so fun!! :D

hey hey you you
i dont like your girlfriend.
haha im in love with teh song(:

2007-03-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

on hiatus-

<3me

2007-03-13T09:18:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is chem spa.
or should i say today. in approximately 10 hours time.
WHAT THE BLOODY TOOT SHEESH KEBAB !?!?!

& im like blogging at this late hour.
instead of mugging for my O LEVEL'S spa.
naughty me. i need a spanking. ):

anyway chem remedial today was
B O R I N G.
wasted two hours of my life sia.
then ms.chng keep calling 5ofus.
me,uma,amanda,yirong,sofia.
then when we dont give an answer straigtaway,
she'll call someone else. sheesh.

oh then 5ofus went macs. & as usual uma made a scene.
& we went to the spider/pyramid area & played! haha.
we were like freaking deprived kids cann.
should have brought a cam. damn.

[random] uma is going RJC.
*tries to act serious.
AAAH. HAHAHHAHAHHAS.
ok no offence uma. you can do it! (:

hmm didnt go titoudao today.
like very outcast & emo. hahha.
but it wasnt like FEI LUN HAI right. hahah.
big deal man.

oh and somehow i regained my dreamy self.
started having nice ooohyeahbaby dreams. hahahs.
SUPER NICE I TELL YOU(:

I want a guy to love me how
Jack loved Rose in Titanic.
(:

i wanna watch titanic again!! someone lend me the dvd!(:

2007-03-08T07:44:00.000-08:00

:D
happy happy me!(:
come lets count down the reasons.

1] OUR CLASS APPASRENTLY IS THE CLEVEREST.
our t-score is 252. triple science class is 251.
WE RAWK. OH YEAAAH !!(:
2] watched fei lun hai MVS/NGS in class
3] more in love with arron(:
4] wu zun is getting hotter

&& everyday I promise myself that I dont like you
But I wake up the next day, knowing I do.

2007-03-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

MONDAY BLUES =X

this is going to be more like a complain.

i seriously think the sec3s are brainless tweeps.

they cant think for themselves.

no commonsense whatshit.

how can you chop food on the GROUND?!

how can you even ask what to do with a worm on your vege?!

my god lah. they seriously need another camp man.

a more TOUGHER VIGOROUS one.

anyway lets change topic.

mr tan gave me my present! hahas.

this blue tin container with sweets.

when he was giving it to me, he had this weird funny expression.

AAAH. i dont know how to explain lahs. its just weird.

yeah weird.

hmm i hate differentiation [random]

cant wait for school hols man. SLACK AH! :D

if my world came crashing down,

would you be there to help me pick it up?

2007-03-03T11:11:00.001-08:00

WOO! YIPPEE! yay. hurray..blegh.
im 16. like finally.
but i dont feel the difference.
same crappy life. same height. maybe a bit of weight (damn)

darling amanda was the first to wished.
thanks dear(: made my night. hahas.

i guess im letting you go. finally.
i bet you dont even know its my birthday right.
oh wells. what more do you want me to say.

cya.

because things change
&friends leave
and life doesn't stop for anyone.

2007-03-01T06:41:00.000-08:00

FIRST EVER ZED OUTING :D
venue: sentosa
weather: DAMN RAINY

FUN
CHAOTIC
CRAZY
ACCIDENT-PRONE

we had like 3 'accidents' if im not wrong.

UMA had some ligament pull or something.
damn freaky can. like she kena paralysed.
at first we wanted to carry her & throw her into the sea.
but she happen to be washing her knee in the sea,
then PAMELA the birthday girl grab the iopportunity..
& SPLASH...AAAH!

oh we went to this super big pavilion.
and kinda owned it cuz no one else was there.
then everytime a tram with tourists drives by,
we all stand in one row & go
"WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!!" & start waving.

overall it was fun. we should make another one!
WHOOOTS.

:D

this could never start
we could fall apart
& i'd be your memory

2007-02-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

yay we are going to sentosa tomorrow(:
FUN FUN FUN! :D

2007-02-23T07:35:00.000-08:00

#!?*#$@ toottoot beep!
BLOODY BLOGGER can!
FORCED me to switch to google account.
hmph >.<

anyway on a happier note, IM BACK!
say YAY to me blogging again((:
took me like freaking ages to think of a nice name.

i like my blog name!! ((:
whoots i love myself(: